Nothing is worse for a highly intelligent and gifted person to be under-challenged and underwhelmed....

Today, I came home from work crying because I realised how underchallenged and boring my work currently is. My expertise is currently not being used because customer projects come in slow and don't get to the downstream processing/purification part (I'm a specialist for protein pruification). I don't get many other opportunities to show my skills and knowledge and only do some minor backup tasks like writing working instructions...Nothing about my work currenly feels rewaring and chellengeing. I am a scientist, I love the try and error and the challenge! I thrive in that. I literally work best with stress and being overloaded with work than with being underwhelmed...
On top of it I'm gettin really bad imposter syndrome because of not being able to show my expertise while my colleagues currenlty thrive and get ever opportunity to show their knowledge and expert fields. We got a new teamlead in march and so far I feel like I could not show off/prove my skille and knowledge to him while the others could. I feel like I'm standing in the shadows sometimes even being actively pushed back into them. Like a tool put in a shelf not neede for now collecting dust.
It's incredibly frustrating and deressing for me because I am a scientist by heart I love my profession...

Now my overthinking brain gets even to the point where I'm asking myself if they are boring me out on purpose, so I leave the company on my own accord and they don't have to fire me, because they can't without a reason....
I'm more and more thinking of actually looking for a different posititon... Maybe I'll apply for a pHD after all...

#KarolineLeavitt #Leavitt #intelligent #hot #Truth
https://youtu.be/emCXNcEXf_8

https://www.amazon.co.uk/GILOBABY-Rechargeable-Intelligent-Controlled-Recording/dp/B0BX65K3PX/ref=sr_1_60?crid=1QTOM9OGLEISM&dib=eyJ2IjoiMSJ9.UKxYtZNZRZe4QYuBSAyT9A6La9haI3uz9R6Wvs22XOYOMwTf0b1fmjL5szQrcnoQzfZm8-sMstjdx1Y5Mdcp_-dCab48fWPHFYqR9BWYbdf7Lw37AO508YFlwiNVAgLTXW6vJF_gsttDjWKJMaNAwCOj0zF-Gjb9iECXEeJLNSbpfdutBPfQq95OaThBjpXH0skNIJ1T51iTNeN4v4P5e6ovpqrZYxz-xnIvLgf5X_-7FhYPoz_bd37YlRLqoyvX0DNoE32plfiKaqNLAH5UycAS_ZWHeioLdh1o0ghrqai4qDrRICqeilECuli27D6ANk1Mqos3lESQ8ZDQm9d63ayz37pTalpFfrgBNDPgylsbHhssNMRluG0sUCM2vqPOCPIX6JzOahS15gIZBJcjdXL0zHI5EJrbxYU-RnnD6MP2Pt61vYs-5ECx5R-SjiCG.e9KWMqQzaUOw_Xi622VeL-OOhg6bXzAw5JJ95HP-8aw&dib_tag=se&keywords=robot%2Bcat&qid=1737995228&sprefix=robot%2Bcat%2Caps%2C124&sr=8-60&th=1

#civilization #spaceexploration #space #worlds

https://www.universetoday.com/165903/some-intelligent-civilizations-will-be-trapped-on-their-worlds/

If this thing ever becomes fully intelligent were screwed!
https://www.youtube.com/shorts/nmHzvQr3kYE

This is one of the greatest interviews / discussions I've seen in a long time:
Tucker Carlson on Russell Brand's Rumble show, posted earlier today.

They clearly don't agree on everything, but this is a friendly, lively, intelligent discussion, covering a great many topics.

This is the kind of positive conversation that can occur when not being limited by the gatekeeping, divisive, legacy mainstream media.

https://rumble.com/v2yn47a-live-tucker-carlson-world-first-interview-since-leaving-fox-163-stay-free-w.html

I think social media, messaging apps and dating apps have ruined people's communication skills and have generally made us less socially intelligent.
People look at me weird if I tell them that I prefer in person communication and interaction. No dating apps for me.
It feels that meeting someone is so ... Flakey now?

I wish people would understand that even if they idolise someone, their idol can do unintelligent and reckless things - it doesn't mean that they have to obstinately support their idol and make excuses for their behaviour.