#grandma

The best thing to combat bronchitis;
a huge pot of kale according to grandma's recipe.

One thing that this world has shown me is that those who are kind, good spirits will usually be attacked from birth onward and will have people talking crap about them even after they pass away, cold and alone with no one to hold. Those who are cruel, malicious, callous and vicious, will usually be praised, worshipped and live long happy lives of exploitation, manipulation and domination over others. They will usually pass peacefully with droves of loved ones they abused their whole lives around them, their victims continuing to sing their praises long after they have passed. It really boggles the mind.

Recently my younger cousin passed away and her own mother was attempting to turn me against her at her daughters memorial. It was one of the most bizarre experiences of my life. Two days ago my abusive step grandmother who abused me and all my siblings (to the point where my mother wouldn’t let us go to her house anymore), passed away and everyone is singing her praises. I’m disgusted by this world. Ashley suffered her entire life and died at the age of 34 with no one around her to hold or comfort her. Her own young daughter found her dead… grandma Donna on the other hand passed peacefully in a hospital in her 90s having suffered no major health issues her entire life, surrounded by droves of worshippers who are singing her praises. When i politely asked my step father to stop texting me about it and i explained why, i was told I’m “bitter, malignant and unforgiving”… Ashley didn’t deserve what happened to her yet no one had a kind word to say about her at her own memorial despite her kindness and good spirit. She never harmed or abused anyone a day in her life and yet her mother relentlessly harassed her until her death. Grandma donna? Everyone thinks she’s the best thing since sliced butter after she let our step cousins bully my half brother to the point where my mom had to keep us from that side of the family for our safety. I’m disgusted by their love of evil. I said what I said.

Grandma knows...

#striptease #grandma

#church #grandma

Gramps coughing is nightmare fuel.

And the worst thing is...we´ll all get there one day.
We´ll randomly start laughing about whatever, happy, feeling alive once more!! And out of the blue...it will all turn into....cough. After that....more coughing. And more after it.

Until we´ll reach that point when our eyes will open so wide that the new generations will witness the abyss. And we will crown the moment with a "brrhhhhhadaaagggg"....

And with our red eyes full of tears, we will look at those terrified younglings and say "Oh...come here and give grandpa/grandma a kiss".

Well this sucks. Lost my grandma over the weekend. I knew the odds were against her being with us much longer... she was 86 and had late-stage Alzheimer's. At the beginning of this month my aunt, who has worked in healthcare a long time and was my grandma's caretaker told me that grandma would probably not see the end of this summer. So I have been trying to prepare myself for this. It still sucks.