Smoke on the water
a fire in the sky...
https://youtu.be/yaXLEDKUIlc?si=sVyVWhfF7qhyJYal

#work #workplace #genzie #GenZ #workethics #fire #companies #Employees #employee #employers
https://www.euronews.com/next/2024/12/08/companies-are-firing-gen-z-workers-soon-after-hiring-them-whats-behind-their-job-market-st

Once the developers of HeyFreaks get fired, I suggest we play this song on their way out:

Stahlgewitter - Lübeck 96 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-E5Hk8JOzeM Neonazis started a fire in an asylum seeker home... ops turned out it was them opsieee.

Have you ever had that nagging sensation that you're out of place among the wrong people? Lately, I've struggled to find any opportunities at the place where I live. It feels like months have gone by with only empty promises from work, leaving me burnt out and unable to enjoy even the simplest pleasures.

I can't shake this profound loneliness I've experienced for weeks, and it's perplexing since I’m in a relationship. It's odd when you are being told that they are here for you and to try to respond to this as often as possible on the same level, even when your social battery is depleted, yet still feel so utterly isolated. The depths of my depression have made it hard to get out of bed for days, with tears flowing freely.

Am I misguided in my expectations of what a relationship should be? When I realize that a house is on fire, for example, and I hear some calls for help, I try to rescue this person from it if possible and don’t avoid it because it might be too “hot.” I believe in stepping into the flames to support those I love, to hold their hand as we navigate the chaos together. Yet, here I am, feeling like I’m trapped in my own burning house while my partner stands outside, unsure whether to come in or watch from a distance.

I’m left feeling so conflicted… I love my partner deeply, yet I also feel profoundly abandoned and overlooked. I want to believe that love can withstand these moments of despair, that we can face life’s struggles as a team. But the distance created by unspoken words and unmet expectations feels like an insurmountable wall between us.

I often wonder if I’m asking for too much—if my desire for connection is unreasonable in a world that often seems too chaotic to handle. Shouldn't a partner be a safe haven, a source of comfort during the storm? Or am I just searching for validation in all the wrong places?

The fear of losing that connection, of being vulnerable and showing my true self, holds me back. There are days I crave honesty, but what if that honesty exposes too much? What if it reveals the depths of my struggles, and in response, all I receive is pity instead of understanding?

Anyone going to Fire Island this Spooky Season for the Halloween festivities? I guarantee ya BR1AN_OM3N will be there!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4LDTn01uHno

Been extremely busy the past few weeks, work just going going right now, getting ready for the coming winter with firewood gathering (i go at night by creek by my condo about a 30sec walk from my unit) music in the works with a new song i just finished bass guitar for and need to clean up, seeing the new Terrifier 3 film with my best friend this Friday ,then on Saturday attending
a great folk/black metal concert Panopticon at a small music venue with my best friend the night after. will be well deserved for sure and earned !

I have some creepy customer who keeps on inviting me to "hang out" at his place because he has parties at his house ,iv'e told him multipole times no and i'm waiting for him to stop asking its super awkward because he hasn't asked any of my other co-workers and ONLY invites me. its funny too because he makes all these signs and stuff for the parties,like saying there will be a fire outside,but its like 89 degress out so its just going to make everything hotter outside ??? ok ? yeah weird...

#cabin #forest #woods #autumn #winter
After chopping woods all day long, you end up reading The Fellowship of the Ring next to your fireplace...

The fires that made the sky orange