Do you know that feeling when, after a good time, the world comes crashing down even harder than expected? I wish it were just the blues after one of the best times I've ever had, but somehow the shit just keeps piling up every day. Not only do I have a lot of work to do, but I also have to compensate for three people, and instead of support, I only get statements that downplay the actual workload, and I just end up angry, exhausted, and “done” with my job. On top of that, there is a current family disaster that I am currently unable to deal with mentally, so I am completely withdrawing. Unfortunately, it is so severe that it completely paralyzes me. I want to be there for my family, but I can't. My head is screaming to escape, but I don't know where to go anymore. With every breath I take, it feels as if the air is made of lead.

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Alabama is but 35 miles from the city I live in, but I never visit there. For 1, I don't speak fluent Talladega and my family tree has more than a branch or two.

So this news story is doing the rounds; shocking I know the BBC picked it up. I think its fake - I think it is manufactured to get a reaction. Either the family did this to get a reaction to draw attention to themselves or the BBC have done this with the aid of the family to appear more 'balanced'. Recently the BBC has been running scared due to Reform Party and its viewers; if the reform were to get in it would be possible for them to remove the lience fee from the books; and since most Reform voters feel the BBC is against them. The BBC is worried if was open to public the public would decided enough is enough so they have found a Minuscule amount of patriotism to appeal to the reform crowd. Of couse I have no evidence just a feeling but the BBC is no stranger to manufacturing headlines.

So...finally have returned from vacation. Was far up north this time,got to stay at a amazeing cabin style house,did some swimming,pool shooting and rural beach workouts. Traveled into the city for some excellent BBQ and visited an aquarium as I have not been to one in like 5 years or more. The vacation was cut a few days short due to some family drama on my cousins side of the family,a major misunderstanding of boundaries that changed family dynamics so the next family vacation will probably be a bit smaller. But overall much needed and enjoyed !

The Supreme Leader of the Islamic Regime in Iran, Ayatollah Khamenei, is reportedly traumatized and in a very difficult mental state. “Everyone who worked with him is dead, and he is having a hard time trusting anyone around him.” Wahhhhh. Let the Persian royal family back in Persia(Iran) ! Extreme Islam needs to go.

Haven't had a whole lot of free time this summer ,working, working on alot of music and working out everyday in the mornings ,family stuff, creating heavy heavy music and battle jackets. The concert i was supposed to attend ended up being a bust (see my previous post) the band who is from Maryland DROVE (didn't fly) the 13 hours to MN for the concert ,they got here around 10pm,we ll MN noise lays are 10pm so the concert got canceled and the band was literally RIGHT THERE ! to say the least im still getting over this as i take my music pretty seriously and this was going to be a show of a lifetime, instead of heading home straight away i stuck and and chatted with a few other people there and ended up staying downtown at the venue till like 1:00 in the morning just talking, made some new friends i would say, had some CRAZY dude jacked up on lots of something get in our faces while we were playing music on our phones, some dude was fighting invisible enemies while waiting for the light rail train, people screaming at each other ,the usual downtown MN for you there. overall though the night was not wasted and i'm looking forward to getting merch from the show as well as my next concert.. hopefully sooner than later.

Nothing is attractive about being alive in this timeline anymore.... family and friends just are just leeches that suck me dry emotionally...future doesn't look too rosy with a war next door and major countries being ruled by tyrants, economy is also shit...I barely have energy to keep on. And now the small things about daily life also keep getting more complicated and annoying... It will be a hassle to find a parking spot for my car in future and simultaneously the resident parking passes have become 6x more expensive (and that doesn't ensure that you will get a parking spot). Oh and did I mention that I just learned that I earn 20% less than my colleague in the same position witht the same JD? I am being exploited on every level and cheated for a happy future... I was told if I worked hard in school and pursue an academic degree I will not have to worry about the future. I feel that's a lie....our generation is just fucked.

Aand off to be fulfilling a function again...people pleasing at it's peak sacrificing at least 1h 30 of my free time do again doing something I will not receive an ounce gratitude for from the person im doing it for...oh the bliss of having family...