This is noteworthy. I probably had the most DUMB thing happen at work ever,there is a co-worker in a totally different department who is now "scared" of me and has been starting drama with another co-worker in the same department,the one who I scared of me tries to act and dress punk/goth but I feel is just putting on a show and enjoys putting other people down,extremely weird behavior,so either she likes me and doesn't want to say it or is just messed up in the head. Been with the same company for awhile and I don't plan on leaving. ..so weird....people are.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ug8hdSJEYrI "Why is Kristi Noem Using Venezuelan Gang Members as Backdrop to Social Media Video? With Ruthless" Megyn Kelly is completely wrong about this and its obvious, that she still hates Kristi N. for the animal abuse/Killing and you know what? We all took issue with this when KN first brought her animal abuse to light and for the most part, everyone rejected her. President Trump chose KN for DHS and guess what? Us normal people have given KN the chance to "do right" and allow her the opportunity to do the job. And she has done a great job, People like myself, support her because if President Trump trusts her, then we should too, give her a chance to redeem herself. As far of Megyn Kelly criticizing how she "Looks" (Noem) looks in the video, its just sour grapes and disdain. What does MK expect? For Noem to show up in her underwear only and look like an unkept guy? Sorry MK, but females actually do care how they look, especially, if its a female in a high position like her, making a speech! As it is, KN isn't even that well dressed in the vid, she looks like she put on a shirt and a pair of pants and headed to work, like a lot of Americans do. Making fun of her "Skin-tight" shirt, absolute pettiness. MK was too blinded by hatred that she didn't realize that the message of the vid is basically a warning: Come in illegally and break our law, and you'll end up with these criminals who did the same. And if the shoe was on the other foot, MK would definitely be so well dressed, she'd put Noem's outfit to shame, hypocrite Kelly.

Gonna See The Damn/The Adverts in May. Kinda nervous since I haven't been to a show for a long while and I wanna go all out but I have the feeling I might be the only one over dressed since all the live shows for them seem laid back. Yet it's probably the voices being silly and telling me nonsense 🥴

Idk why but all I wanna do rn is play dress up and dance alone in my room to de-stress. But I'm hosting a relative rn... it doesn't de-stress if I am not completely alone...

Putting in genuine effort feels like wasted effort sometimes. It's like people have this standard of movie-like perfection that just doesn't exist naturally, or without proper communication. I feel humiliated and depressed, and on top of that I feel like the bad guy for having those emotions. I feel like I've put genuine thought and effort into making this person feel important. I've stuck by and listened; really, genuinely listened. All of that just to be left waiting, without any kind of heads up, flowers and gifts in hand, all dressed up and wanting to make it a special day. Only to be stood up and told that no man has ever or will ever put any kind of real effort. Was it not enough effort? Or am I just not a man? I let myself be vulnerable enough to want to build a relationship again. Even if it wasn't meant as a direct attack, I still feel disrespected. I had no foul intentions. And my feeling were true. I'm still processing how to feel and respond. Idk, I'm just ranting and venting here so I can get it out of my system. I didn't think I'd feel this hurt. But oh well, love finds a way. With someone, at some point in my life. Maybe someone else. I'm going to keep putting in that effort, but for someone who appreciates the little gestures as much as the grand gestures. I have my friends, I have my dog, and I have myself. The rest will work itself out when it's time I guess.

LET'S ALL JUST ADDRESS OUR TECHNICAL PROBLEMS AT 8 PM ON A FRIDAY NEXT TIME, SHALL WE?! Gotta love this fucking mess.... My plan on going home at 1 PM has failed epicly.

Just contacted the Irish Aviation Association regarding the substantial flight delay from Munich back to Cork on the 28th of December since I never received any replies from them. Let's get these "refreshment vouchers" addressed and get my money back. :D :D :D [Affectmentis]

45 minutes until I address the situation with my manager. Wish me luck.

A guy was dressed up like Santa ringing a bell in front of the grocery earlier. I told him this is neither the time nor place for such a ruckus. The nerve of some people!

I'm throwing a Christmas party for you gentiles this weekend. It's a little tucked away play place, used to be on Howell. Now the address is 625 Cowan Avenue. Some of you may be familiar with a bathroom stall there. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZUbMw8aHEG0