Hey girl! If I said I voted for Herbert Hoover, will you let me have a peek under that day dress?

I'm at the verge of crying every day...Wednesdays and Thursdays are always the hardest work days for me currently. I practically have to drag myself to work everyday and it's hardest on these days.
Next Monday I have a 1:1 with my boss...I hope I can address the issues. Although I would prefer to talk to another person First to get their opinion before taking to my boss. I think that would be more strategic but I will not have a meeting with them until next Wednesday. And I don't think I can wait this long...the longer leave this unresolved the more anxiety I'm developing about this. It's such a dilemma: be strategic and tall to the righ person first, but deal with my fears and anxiety a week longer or just talk to my boss directly without having that other insight. I feel so burdened by it. And no one can really help me except those 2 supervisors. So I have to carry this until they have one for me.
I can barely focus on the little work I do have and that makes my anxiety even worse because I feel even more useless and like I'm not performing well that makes and my fears that they are planning to let me go even worse...

back to business i love it when hot gurls wear sun dresses #ruhroh #boneralert

He saw you Jake it to annes diary while dressed like a nazi 🫡 #nazisaves #jesussavesmaybe

Thunderbolts was a really good movie, I also liked the fact they addressed depression in the movie, Way to many people are depressed and in a dark hole, And the movie addressing it, Will hopefully lead to less people killing themselves or being in that dark hole, Right message for Hollywood to be sending instead of all this other B.S its tried to push, Also walked out of the theatre to see all these electric signs telling people that they matter! , Lets go back to fighting against depression in the world, Instead of having all this woke bullshit!
FUCK SUICIDE AND DEPRESSION! We need to help those who are in that dark hole!

I vanished again cause I keep forgetting that time passes and that it's been months since I was last here so hello!
I got a new dress and skirt and wanted to share with you all c:

ConsumedByDarkness InfernalHate CristallDarcy Update: wasn't burned on a stake but was kinda the center of attention with my more or less unusual appearance (yup dressed up goth af) and was kinda filled up with wine like Röhrich on a heater installation :D

Dressed like the chorus of a song I haven’t written yet.

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Dressed like absinthe tastes—dark, complex, and a little dangerous.
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This is noteworthy. I probably had the most DUMB thing happen at work ever,there is a co-worker in a totally different department who is now "scared" of me and has been starting drama with another co-worker in the same department,the one who I scared of me tries to act and dress punk/goth but I feel is just putting on a show and enjoys putting other people down,extremely weird behavior,so either she likes me and doesn't want to say it or is just messed up in the head. Been with the same company for awhile and I don't plan on leaving. ..so weird....people are.