I feel You
In my sleeps
In my dreams
When I wake
When I lie...


This cold tower
Called R'lyeh
Is my jail
Feel, oh man
My dark hand
On your doom


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Ambient Dreamscape
https://youtu.be/ZklcARN2MnA?si=PM9mINUVcfBycPiv

This piece feels like a portal between decay and creation — death not as an ending, but as a doorway.

A fractured skull floats in the cosmos, crowned by a cracked, burning clock — time splitting open at the mind. From the hollowed jaw emerges a living island: red-capped mushrooms, moss, trees, and dripping earth suspended in space. It’s as if consciousness itself has broken apart, revealing that something wild and fertile grows inside what once seemed empty.

The contrast between bone and bloom, void and forest, collapse and rebirth speaks to cycles — the way endings compost into beginnings. Even in darkness, even in fracture, life insists.

Set inside an aged frame against weathered wood and cobwebs, the piece feels like an artifact discovered in an abandoned place… a relic of memory, time, and transformation.

A meditation on mortality.
A dreamscape of regeneration.
A skull dreaming of forests.

SKEW your Dreams https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VX_OnSV8pQs

I had a terrible nightmare about being left by my significant other because I'm a disssapointment and a failure as a human being. I know it was just a dream but it still nags in my mind because it is a fear I've had for a while now and dreams about real people alwas hit me hard because I usually don't dream at all, don't remember or my dreams are very abstract things....

So real people dreams with lifelike situations always feel like a terrible foreboding...

Battling the flu last few days. Some rough patches but at my age, I suspect last month's vaccination has kept me outta the emergency room. Here are a few songs from my youth to go along with my fever dreams.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ac0oaXhz1u8

#dark_academia #academia #academia_aesthetics #marble #statue #woman
Antonio Frilli, “Sweet Dreams”, Marble sculpture (𝟣𝟪𝟫𝟤)

I'm back! It's been a while since my last update. The gallbladder removal was a success the pain medication was quite a trip and the EEG my health insurance is being complete queef chapels over no idea why. :( they started me on 50mg topamax for migraines and 500mg Keppra twice a day in the meantime which might I add is completely kicking my @$$. I sleep a lot nowadays. So far things are looking very gloomy as the Keppra has been making me fking stupid. 😂 I really hope that ends soon I've also been having some very super retarded dreams lately. I don't get it. 😵‍💫