fuck your childhood

Today I tried to cheer my inner child by looking for my favorite bug and making a rhubarb umbrella... But the joy only lasted briefly.. The closer I get back to real adult life the more the blues and thoughts of all that troubles me are returning...
I could stay in that garden of my childhood forever. Calm and Peaceful under the lilac trees.

Contrary to my original plan of having a 'lazy Saturday', I spontaneously spent the whole day out and about on my bike.
Simply to escape the city and enjoy the rural idyll that surrounds the outermost city limits. The further I cycled, the less I wanted to go back.
It may sound strange, but resting next to a cow pasture and smelling the typical (perhaps not exactly inviting) smell of cattle somehow gives me a nostalgic feeling of childhood and home.
Even though I like living in a city and enjoying its benefits, I often miss the quiet, sleepy afternoons and evenings in a village.

Video games that I would consider my favorite. I had to think long and hard for this one. Some are ones that I play currently, some might be from when I was a young teen, some of them are of sentimental value to me, some are childhood favorites, etc. The very first one listed is MY all time favorite video game. If you have any questions about why I like(d) them or what I think of other games, ask.

Kristen! My First Neighbour, My First Childhood Friend, My First Crush, My First Girlfriend, My First Real Loss in Life. Met as pre-schoolers, became best friends, Sweet Hearts since age of 12, all that taken away in an instant. Lost her at 19, R.I.P!! I still miss you

For a few months now, I’ve been trying to go to the gym three times a week, if possible, even though I often have to find the motivation, especially after work. :D

Little by little, I’m starting to see progress in my body, especially when I look in the mirror in the morning and notice my improving natural posture and skin.

It’s an extreme contrast to look back at my past when I was constantly (and at times, very) overweight since childhood.

If you don't know Dragon Ball, did you even have a childhood?

Childhood memories.

I’ll be 45 this year, living life one day at a time, trying to enjoy my extended childhood with playing dress up