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Urrrghhh im sooo stuuuupiiiiddd!!! And so angry at myself!!!! I successfully delayed my chances to FINALLY get a blood coagulation test and thus the chance be able to start the treatment that I desperately need for months (but can't get until we know my blood coagulating factor) for another week because I took the wrong painkillers yesterday 😭😭😭 I usually take paracetamol but I couldn't find it so I took a mixed preparate that contains para and aspirin. Aspirin has a blood thinning effect that lasts for 4-8 days. I just realized this as I was about to call my doctor to see if we can finally get my blood tested. Now I have to wait another week until we can draw blood for the testing. Which will then take another week to receive the results (at least, prolly more) and that delays my therapy even more. My body is already suffering notably from the severe deficiency that needs treatment. I am so angry at myself why did I not think? I work in pharma industry I KNEW of this effect...

Waiting for the doctors to return so I can finally get on with fixing my health drives me crazy. There is a lot of anxiety and what ifs connected to it and I just want answers...this uncertainty and not being able to move forward with treatment because outside factors control timelines is so incredibly frustrating. I feel that every passing day is lost time in this regard. And since nobody in my social circal seems to care enough to listen to me when I try talking about it and just turn to dumping their shit and their problems on me as soon as we mention health or mental health, I need to vent it out here into the void.

BREAKING NEWS: Now we have peace with the Jews and Muslims, the Mulims and the Muslims open fire at each other. Pakistan and Afganistan begin exchanging missles at each other leading to another war. In other news; there has been an 'accident' while a deligation on route to Egypt in reguards to the middle east peace talks. Intresting I wonder who did that, islamic actors, Mossad, or China. Place ya bets now!

I went to my chiropractor per usual yesterday, i ended up 'scaring' one of there staff members who saw my die ghost shirt that has a happy smiling skeleton on a skeleton horse. like the most non-scary shirt i own...yeah..so next time i'm going to wear a totally just crazy one and see if i get a different reaction....people are so weird.

im nuclear reactor heading for mental melt down

https://youtube.com/shorts/2aSy4jw3Hx4?si=nOOCHg_C0pAumME- Saw superman. Loves it. Krypto was a fucking menace. Superman was badass and the actor did great that played lex. Watching sinners right now. Good so far.

Fun gossip from the Golden Age of Hollywood: Joan Collins was so promiscuous during her early days as an actress, her detractors referred to her as "The British Open".

Why, we'll make HF think it's a chicken that got caught in a tractor's nuts!

About as worthless as a truckload of dead rats at a tampon factory!