#AI #artificial_intelligence #Coca_Cola #Xmas
AI generated ad. What a piece of crap...
https://youtu.be/Yy6fByUmPuE

Here comes paranoia knocking on my door,
Here comes fear, entering in to explore.
Here comes decay, following slow and grim,
Next is death, walking hand in hand with him.

An angel approaches, a light so bright,
"Walk to the light," is it another life, or eternal night?
Decaying like a mushroom, as time takes its toll,
Bodies lifted to heaven, ascending to a higher role.

but leylts get this nuclear war started for the vegans

So this is too funny...I wake up around 6 to work out,slept in today. I was listening to this album and the creepy awsome into started playing,a wolf howls in the distance and my neighbors dumb dog is all "W00f ! W00f ! W0000f!" It fears the darkness !!!! Guess I know what songs I'm adding to my playlist,here is the album for all you cool cats. Astarte-Doomed Dark Years (2017) Black Metal. https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=O1fNcFBrTO4&list=RDO1fNcFBrTO4&start_radio=1&t=2289s&pp=ygUHYXN0YXJ0ZaAHAQ%3D%3D

icameon here looking forfriends
but noone has wantedto openup tome so i havestarted talking to my wrist

#videogames #videogame #TormentedSouls2 #horror #horrorgame #survival
https://youtu.be/4qstF5gZ-Zc

This following article isn't in the least bit Goth related but I found it amusing and feel like I can share it amongst the Goth community, not with the Bogans at home.....

How old am I? When I was a kid, you could call a number on the landline to see what movies were playing at local theaters. And one that connected to to the NWS office to get up to date forecasts.

Another rant incoming today...sorry guys....ill delete that later....
just now I was once again proven to have self centered friends... I was messaged by a friend how I was doing and I already suspected that she just asked to initiate conversation and wanted to either rant or get attention...when I started talking about my health issues and how annoyed I was by the system she just replied something generic like "yeah the health system sucks" an then proceeded to Change the topic and show me her new living room chairs...
Like wtf your friends health is just something to causally comment on just to proceed with something so trivial as new chairs?! Feels like my health was just placed in the same important level als new chairs. Thanks for worrying or providing mental support....like I did for her years when she was trapping herself in a toxic relationship.
Last time we met we also talked about how life was going for me for maybe 30 minutes and for 3h I had to listen to her new found lovers and adventures in that regard... sucks being a good listener because at some point that's all you become to your friends...the listener

Waiting for the doctors to return so I can finally get on with fixing my health drives me crazy. There is a lot of anxiety and what ifs connected to it and I just want answers...this uncertainty and not being able to move forward with treatment because outside factors control timelines is so incredibly frustrating. I feel that every passing day is lost time in this regard.
And since nobody in my social circal seems to care enough to listen to me when I try talking about it and just turn to dumping their shit and their problems on me as soon as we mention health or mental health, I need to vent it out here into the void.