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  • I CONDEMN for eternal Suffering

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XCDHt7QjH1Q&list=RDXCDHt7QjH1Q&start_radio=1
    I CONDEMN for eternal Suffering https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XCDHt7QjH1Q&list=RDXCDHt7QjH1Q&start_radio=1
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  • Nu kommer Getabockarna
    Nu kommer Getabockarna
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  • People ask me, "Hebrew, how do you come up with so many zingers? My mind is a raging torrent. Cascading through a waterfall of creative alternatives. Translation, a bullshit artist!" Came in handy during the latter days of the Cold War.

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DGjZaiOPnAA
    People ask me, "Hebrew, how do you come up with so many zingers? My mind is a raging torrent. Cascading through a waterfall of creative alternatives. Translation, a bullshit artist!" Came in handy during the latter days of the Cold War. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DGjZaiOPnAA
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  • (not sure if anyone reads this, but I think I just need a platform to shout out... not suited for everyone I guess btw..)
    Living with Bipolar Disorder is just the worst... not sure if anyone else is dealing with this shit but the worst are those crashing episodes that you cannot foresee yourself.
    Especially those Episodes where you just running internally mentally wild and the only thing you feel is just that anyone just want to betray and hurt you... even your closest ones.
    In addition, when I'm in a breakdown, the ‘spectrum’ in me swings so hard that I literally become completely blind to communicative schemes and can no longer understand or interpret anything like indirect speech in any way (probably always the main reason why I try to withdraw from anyone).
    In these phases, indirect language is as incomprehensible to me as a foreign language that I can't understand in any way. Unfortunately, very few people understand this because they are used to other ways of communicating with me.
    I'm really not sure what triggered the current episode: the constant stress at work, the stress of being available for everyone and everything every second for the last few months, or my own realization and disappointment that I think I've made so many bad decisions in the past because of my good faith, which have destroyed paths I would have liked to take(career and study-wise).
    However, I currently hate myself more than usual; not only for what I haven't achieved at the moment, but especially for the way I behave towards others uncontrollably during this phase.
    I am unconsciously insulting and offending those who actually want the best for me.
    I hide and deny the real causes until it is too late... (I'm such a coward)
    I wish I would be fixable but I'm not I guess...

    The worst thing is probably this post-episode in which you realize that not only the world itself is the problem, but that your own grievance towards others is also the problem in this world.
    (No wonder why the S-rate is so high in this disorder circle, since most people can't find any other solution).

    Maybe I just want someone to tell me directly and unhinged that they actual love me for what I am and that what I'm trying to achieve is enough
    (not sure if anyone reads this, but I think I just need a platform to shout out... not suited for everyone I guess btw..) Living with Bipolar Disorder is just the worst... not sure if anyone else is dealing with this shit but the worst are those crashing episodes that you cannot foresee yourself. Especially those Episodes where you just running internally mentally wild and the only thing you feel is just that anyone just want to betray and hurt you... even your closest ones. In addition, when I'm in a breakdown, the ‘spectrum’ in me swings so hard that I literally become completely blind to communicative schemes and can no longer understand or interpret anything like indirect speech in any way (probably always the main reason why I try to withdraw from anyone). In these phases, indirect language is as incomprehensible to me as a foreign language that I can't understand in any way. Unfortunately, very few people understand this because they are used to other ways of communicating with me. I'm really not sure what triggered the current episode: the constant stress at work, the stress of being available for everyone and everything every second for the last few months, or my own realization and disappointment that I think I've made so many bad decisions in the past because of my good faith, which have destroyed paths I would have liked to take(career and study-wise). However, I currently hate myself more than usual; not only for what I haven't achieved at the moment, but especially for the way I behave towards others uncontrollably during this phase. I am unconsciously insulting and offending those who actually want the best for me. I hide and deny the real causes until it is too late... (I'm such a coward) I wish I would be fixable but I'm not I guess... The worst thing is probably this post-episode in which you realize that not only the world itself is the problem, but that your own grievance towards others is also the problem in this world. (No wonder why the S-rate is so high in this disorder circle, since most people can't find any other solution). Maybe I just want someone to tell me directly and unhinged that they actual love me for what I am and that what I'm trying to achieve is enough
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  • #ghosttwt #ghostadventures #ghosts #scarycomps #scary #paranormal #supernaturalmystery
    https://youtu.be/jlpD41zwTrs
    #ghosttwt #ghostadventures #ghosts #scarycomps #scary #paranormal #supernaturalmystery https://youtu.be/jlpD41zwTrs
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  • Looks like its an early night for me. Little old me didn't read my new work contact; I am contacted 'AM' but with no set hours. Guess who has to open up the shift? Me, I start instead of 8 AM, now 7 AM, we have no staff at that time, or manager's. It has been thrown around the office like a live gernade and exploded on me! Alcoholism not good excuse to justify why I need the extra hour in bed; there is a silver lining I get to leave at 3 PM. Extra drinking time!
    Looks like its an early night for me. Little old me didn't read my new work contact; I am contacted 'AM' but with no set hours. Guess who has to open up the shift? Me, I start instead of 8 AM, now 7 AM, we have no staff at that time, or manager's. It has been thrown around the office like a live gernade and exploded on me! Alcoholism not good excuse to justify why I need the extra hour in bed; there is a silver lining I get to leave at 3 PM. Extra drinking time!
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  • waking up and throwign up am i pregernant?
    waking up and throwign up am i pregernant?
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  • https://youtu.be/kbYlNuHBAcE
    MY ALBUM - Teratophilia “New version”
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    https://youtu.be/kbYlNuHBAcE MY ALBUM - Teratophilia “New version” Available on all platforms! Spotify, Apple Music, Pandora, etc. SEARCH: XZanthia 😘 ⚠️ Please add INSTAGRAM.com/xzanthia.official.profile TikTok.com/@xzanthia.music 🔥🎶❤️‍🔥 MY ART & ORIGINAL MUSIC!!! 🥰 ➡️ XZanthia.com YOUTUBE.com/XZanthiaMUSIC #hellpop #creaturecosplay #monstercosplay #monstercore #creaturecore #dommymommy #creepygirl #creepycosplay #clowncore #emo #gothchick #pastelgoth #goth #darkpop #evilpop #gothic #gothgirl #alternative #dark #creepyart #gothicstyle #gothgoth #gothaesthetic #gothicgirl #metal #alternativegirl #steampunkgirl #art #helloween #Dominantwoman
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  • stole the crackhead,s crack pipe and now its my hood ornament
    stole the crackhead,s crack pipe and now its my hood ornament
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  • #haunted #USA #America #hotels #paranormal #supernatural #ghosts #ghoststories

    https://www.wideopenspaces.com/americas-most-haunted-hotels-you-should-totally-visit/
    #haunted #USA #America #hotels #paranormal #supernatural #ghosts #ghoststories https://www.wideopenspaces.com/americas-most-haunted-hotels-you-should-totally-visit/
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    3 Of America's Most Haunted Hotels You Should Totally Visit
    If you are into all things supernatural than this article is for you. Here are three of America's most haunted hotels that you should stay at
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