Wow what a shitty End for a vacation. Successfully ruined another persons day again just by trying to open up and share my fears and emotions in hopes to clear my anxiety that I had since yesterday...
But noo triggered somewhat of a fight and anxiety for the other side too.
Aaaaaand thats why I usually bottle things up. When I talk about it I piss people off or make them sad and that worsens my anxiety. Even when I thought hard about how I say it and what I say, it always goes down the wrong pipe and ends with the worst outcome...
Why do I even try again ana again it always ends in disappointment: either I'm a bad trigger or I'm as important as fucking chairs. After all im only good for listening not for talking about feelings. I just muck things up...

I feel like such a human failure...

Another rant incoming today...sorry guys....ill delete that later....
just now I was once again proven to have self centered friends... I was messaged by a friend how I was doing and I already suspected that she just asked to initiate conversation and wanted to either rant or get attention...when I started talking about my health issues and how annoyed I was by the system she just replied something generic like "yeah the health system sucks" an then proceeded to Change the topic and show me her new living room chairs...
Like wtf your friends health is just something to causally comment on just to proceed with something so trivial as new chairs?! Feels like my health was just placed in the same important level als new chairs. Thanks for worrying or providing mental support....like I did for her years when she was trapping herself in a toxic relationship.
Last time we met we also talked about how life was going for me for maybe 30 minutes and for 3h I had to listen to her new found lovers and adventures in that regard... sucks being a good listener because at some point that's all you become to your friends...the listener

If you’re a man and you take your wife’s last name, I’m also going to assume you sit in the cuck chair and hold the camera to record as her boyfriend is knocking the Mario coins out of her coochie.
I said what I said…

threw up 13 times todae and hair is falling out

So if someone makes the comment I wish this room wasn't so small (in reference to fitting two recliners in it instead of just a recliner and metal chair) what would your response be and would you see it as personal attack?

When the rope toches me but then I remember why I had it in the first place so I highk kick the chair

https://youtube.com/shorts/osJFku0QKOo?si=W4I_cmufXgMme92y

Possibly the best chairshot in history. The commentating and fans made it that much better.

heck out these amazing pics of fat guys slammin chairs around then a hottie getting fucked by pumpkin head http://i.imgur.com/9bGk9.jpg

#hair #transformation
https://www.youtube.com/shorts/dhh6ZRH-bFg?feature=share

Fuck me! The bond films are filled with unintential racism and smut! I nearly fell out my chair when I saw this.