Just retreating in covers & closing the curtains... I wish I was free to do that...

Nothing is attractive about being alive in this timeline anymore.... family and friends just are just leeches that suck me dry emotionally...future doesn't look too rosy with a war next door and major countries being ruled by tyrants, economy is also shit...I barely have energy to keep on. And now the small things about daily life also keep getting more complicated and annoying... It will be a hassle to find a parking spot for my car in future and simultaneously the resident parking passes have become 6x more expensive (and that doesn't ensure that you will get a parking spot). Oh and did I mention that I just learned that I earn 20% less than my colleague in the same position witht the same JD?
I am being exploited on every level and cheated for a happy future...
I was told if I worked hard in school and pursue an academic degree I will not have to worry about the future. I feel that's a lie....our generation is just fucked.

The best thing about the Main Wall Time Warp, is that @Dominicane is finally getting all his old posts read, posts that were buried by his barrage of posts, lol xD

"Once the rain is over, an umbrella becomes a burden to carry. - That's why loyalty ends when benefits stop."

Yeah...
I'm experiencing that a lot. As soon as their problems are solved or they have dumped their emotional burden on me there is suddenly no time to listen to my troubles...as soon as I start sharing I'm dropped or quickly disregarded with one sentence...and people wonder why I never open up and talk about things easily...

And once they stop benefiting from me altogether the friendship dies out... I'm not just worth being kept around just for the sake of it.
It's not like I haven't been struggling with self loathing for months and my self view wasn't already ruined on many levels...

#unemployment #workforce #USA #America #layoffs #job #jobs

https://www.thestreet.com/retail/one-of-the-biggest-workforces-in-the-us-is-facing-mass-layoffs

Am I in a time warp or are there main wall posts from a month ago? lol

This woman never disappoints me when it comes to making songs that speak to my soul and tickle my brain I love her music and I'm so grateful she pursuited a musical career even though she was forbidden to...
Her music always comforts me darkest times.
yhttps://youtu.be/x7Pw91G__GA?si=TPBbFzitPQDB0gpR

#Sith #Star_Wars #President #Trump #lightsaber
https://www.independent.co.uk/arts-entertainment/films/news/trump-may-4th-post-star-wars-lightsaber-b2744850.html

This site is back to being fucked up again….blech